She is. I wish... [No, he doesn't. No he doesn't wish she was here. For so many reasons, including what she might now think of him. It's better to keep that illusion.]

'twas not easy for her. She worked twice as hard as any of the boys, I think. And had to fight her father every step of the way.

After a while, I think many tire of fighting. And I cannot place blame for that.